Thursday, November 25, 2010
Brand-minded
Well it's not that I don't like branded bags, which girly girl doesn't, right? But that's so over the top, why try so much to be a hot socialite, no normal girl needs that many branded bags or shoes, why try to be a walking advertisement board, why show off so much, it's not even the money they earn themselves...
Anyway, I'm quite irritated hearing these stories my mom tells me, and I pray pray pray to God that no matter how rich I would become one day, I wouldn't turn into one of these girls, who let their branded accessories define who they are.
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Monday, November 15, 2010
Chanel Inimitable Mascara - not buying it anymore
I first came into contact with Chanel Inimitable Mascara when a half-size sample came with my Glamour Subscription back when I was still in Germany. I tried it on, and it was WOW. The best mascara I've ever had, it had everything, volume, length and curl. My eyelashes are "barely there" meaning it's sooo short and thin I usually don't bother wearing mascara because it's not gonna be visible anyway, but the chanel mascara was good. I suddenly "have" lashes :P
Monday, November 1, 2010
Skin care splurges
Friday, October 29, 2010
Who's got a new toy ??
Yes, you'd think I wasted "that" much money on a 2nd cellphone (I will and can not live without my blackberry). But as a matter of fact I bought it quite cheap from a friend, who bought it last month but regretted it because he owns a blackberry and an ipad also. Meaning, it's sittig duck at his place. So I offered to buy it from him, and he gave it to me cheap considering it's not exactly brand new and it doesn't come with the original box. Mmmm hmmm!
So why did I suddenly decide to buy an iphone when I explicitly said over and over that iphone as a phone is useless and it's for someone who loves to play games, which would not be me!
Well, the ipad I received as a gift from my dad is definitely to blame. So I've been using the tablet device for a few weeks now and I can see how useful it is as u can download a lot of apps, for example dictionaries, so you don't have to go online all the time to find online dictionaries, and also the little budgeting apps they have, ie Homebudget, a very handy and useful thing to have. But of course I realize bringing ipad all the time in my already-heavy-bag is not exactly convenient right. So I thought about getting an ipod touch to replace the function of ipad, but why stop at ipod when I can buy the oh-so-in-demand iphone 4 at a discounted price, righhhttttt??? So there ya have it :D
I'm just happy as it is right now browsing for cute games and stupid but maybe useful apps to try on!
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Thursday, October 14, 2010
Easy to say hard to do
In contrary to most of us girls, most of guys need to be respected more than loved.
This, for example, I have discussed over and over with my eldest sister. So theoretically I already know how to make a relationship works when going in to one. If I just do according to my knowledge I would be the perfect girlfriend and no man would leave me.
But of course haha, even marriage consultants could have problems in their marriage. My point is that it's sooooo hard to change myself into my better self, even though I know what I'm doing wrong, and sometimes even I'm annoyed with what I do.
And of course for example when you're fighting you cannot pause for 5 seconds to think "if y happens, I should do x" in the heat of the moment.
In my case I've taken my bf for granted, when I have promised him before that something like that would never happen in our relationship. But then after a while it got comfortable, I feel loved too much that I sometimes knowingly abuse him with painful words and snobbish actions and disrespect him, sometimes when other people are around.
Good thing I got reminded! Frictions are good at times to remind me to land my feet on the ground.
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Sunday, October 10, 2010
Learn from your mistake
Patience is something I have to work on since ages ago actually. But sometimes I just don't get how someone doesn't get something so simple. Or why someone can't learn to be on time.
I'm starting to understand that one case in House MD, where a patient deliberately took some medicine for years to make himself more stupid (he was an academic genius) just so he can learn to love his wife and her incapability to understand a lot of things because she was born with average size brain.
I need to be more patient in order to be able to love the important people in my life better...
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Saturday, October 9, 2010
Great make-up bad outfit
So I spent time trying to imitate her look, which of course I failed miserably because, doh, I don't have gold metallic eye-shadow (must buy!), and I ended up experimenting with bronze brown and black and invented another look! I have to say, not bad! Anyway when I realized I spent already nearly an hour, and I haven't even blow-dried my hair... After my hair is done I rushed to pick up an outfit and I know it's really late already so I just picked whatever's come to mind.
So here I am, with great make-up on my eyes, half-done hair, and mismatched outfit! Pink flowery tank-top, grey blazer-cardigan, blue skinny jeans, and striped green-ish ballerina flats! Disaster...
The lesson to be learnt today: pick your outfit first then do your make-up, it's always better to dress nicely with a subtle so-so make-up!
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Monday, October 4, 2010
Ballerinaddiction
Below are SOME of them..
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Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Inside My Bag
iPad invasion
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Brazilian Blow-Outs
It's Time for a Change
I'm that kind of person. When I'm highly motivated I would run/jog at least 3x a week, and eat less, when I'm so-so motivated, I wouldn't excercise a lot and just hope to lose weight by not snacking so much.
But I've decided to pick up on working-out, I don't have to be constantly on the treadmill machine which is Oh-sO-Boring! , I'll maybe try the couch-potato work-out like suggested in prevention.com, and treadmill jogs when I feel like it.
I've always hated going on the scale after a week of working out because I always gain weight! Now I have to remind myself it's the muscle building up and that's a good thing. Because after looking at the scale I usually get depressed and stop working-out alltogether. Or better yet, maybe I shouldn't get on the scale at all... But that can also be dangerous at times..
Anywhoooooo work-out, diet, work-out, diet! Yeah!
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Monday, August 16, 2010
gmarket.com.sg
Friday, August 13, 2010
Oh Crap
Friday, August 6, 2010
Band of Brothers : my heroes
Anyhow, above all those movies, my absolute favorite is definitely the HBO mini series "Band of Brothers", which follows a company of paratroopers, the story of each of the main soldier is just so intense and personal that everybody just has to fall in love with it. It's rated 9.4 in imdb.com I think.
It's a bit late to be obsessed by this, since the mini-series already came out since 2002, and I have to admit I watched this after Pacific came out. Pacific was good, but after watching BoB, it doesn't even come close.
So obsessed I am, I started reading a thick biography of the BoB's E company commander, Major Dick Winters -portrayed by brit actor Damien Lewis, the funny detective from TV series Life -, who is probably the most awesome leader whose story I have ever read. Then I finished reading Sgt. Don Malarkey's -played by Scott Grimes, very well imo- biography as well, so heartbreaking it made my eyes teary a couple of time, how he lost his bestfriend ever in the war and how he came to terms with that. And now I have another Dick Winters' bio, in a different perspective ready to be 'jumped'.
And now I'm starting to panic because when I'm done with this book, I don't have anything else in terms of BoB. It's not easy to find these kinds of book in Indo, I had to order them from Amazon when a friend of mine was going to the US and asked her to bring them home for me. And after this what do I do? Good thing I found the original Band of Brothers by Stephen Ambrose on the kinokuniya bookweb Singapore, I'm gonna make sure my sister pick that up for me.
Now with some time to kill, bf and I started watching a new HBO miniseries "Generation Kill", also true stories following the marines in Kuwait and around. Watching this one, all that come to my head is, what a boring war, not worth fighting, not bloody, what a big joke with the marines catfighting racially with each other, about them being pissed cuz little kids called them Army instead of Marines (duh not many civillians know the difference), about how they pampered questions to their ranking Lieutenant asking if it's true that J.Lo's dead. WHO THE FUCK cares?? How NOT band of brothers they are, even though they're on the same platoon! And what would Winters or Malarkey think if they see this series. Seriously. What a joke, what a disappointment. (I think I'd rather go to sleep soon)
I think I set my level too high, it's gonna be hard to like other war movies from now on. I don't think anything can top BoB (sigh).
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Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Down the memory lane..
I should right? Because I like adventures, I like living abroad, I like having the freedom to do anything. But I shouldn't either, because the last time I remember, I was also bored outta my life in Germany. I mean life was good and fun, but all those, don't mean a thing when I didn't have any purpose. I was just simply living a free life, and I was bored. Having fun, but bored inside. Gettit? (I don't)
Like always, I just ramble and ramble, analyzing too much, I don't know what I want. The idea of settling down is not so bad when I rethink about it..
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A plan for Saturday
But anyway, it just so happens on a Saturday, so I've no excuse not to throw out a party. Well unlike in western countries, the birthday girl actually has to treat her friends for dinner drinks whatever boo hoo! But it's ok, this year I've received my advanced gift from my dad to cover those expenses hurrah!
I'm considering 2 restaurants: A has better food, B has better atmosphere. Which to choose?
Also, this would be a farewell to a good boy - friend, not bf mind you, as he will be leaving the country the next day, so I want something more special.
As for the after party, I'm planning to treat myself to a sexy dancer show. Hope my good bf can arrange that for me :-)
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Tuesday, July 27, 2010
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Friday, July 16, 2010
Why football and not other sports?
And then it's back to football fever thanks to WC 2006 during my stay in Germany.
Literally crazy over the WC 2010.
And now I remember the most obvious reason why I love the game in the first place. The hunks hunks hunks!!! Which other sport can produce so many hot players in a single event?? The Spanish team alone can beat the likes of Brad Pitt, Josh Hartnett or Ryan Reynolds' assess! Oh not to mention Xabi Alonso.. Hunk of the hunk!!! No hollywood star is as hot as he is, with his deep sympathetic look and very sexy english accent *giggles*
Ahhh I'm in love...
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Out of the comfort zone
It happens so, after the World Cup 2010 is over, I'm left devastated and lost, and realizing that my life is completely utterly boring. All my life I've been following some kind of a path (with minor exceptions for a few years, which then end up putting me back on this path) that someone (my parents, God, I dunno) have set up for me.
Deciding that I need a kick in my life, I thought about pursuing a career as a make-up artist. Huh?
So I talked to a good friend of mine, whose life has been turned 180 degree after she got married. She is glowing everyday, doing what she likes for a living, with a very supportive husband, and still part-time a career-woman. I envy her, 100%. So we discussed about the possibilities for me to have a different path of life. She - not me - decided that I'm multi-talented, and that I will succeed in anything I pursue seriously. And she talked about it, the make-up artist thing. I blabbered to her about it before, how it WOULD be nice, but I never thought of anything serious about it, because it's just a hobby, not really something I would do for a living (why the hell not??). Answer is always the same : "I don't know, it's just not for me"
That's just one of those "dreams" that faded away in my life.
What about my passion of becoming a fashion editor for a magazine ? - nah, decided against it because I don't have enough interest keeping up with the current Mode.
A manga-illustrator ? Too much work, have to take courses first, besides, any rich successful mangaka back home? Nope, don't think so.
Becoming an interpretor for the UN? GET REAL! Such a high-skilled job requires dedication over the years, which I don't have.
Just a translator then, it has to be a little easier, right? Yeah, "but daddy is against it"
Couple consultant! I'm a good listener, and I give away good advices, because I'm good at analyzing things and have experienced them all! Wait, don't this need some kind of a psychology degree? Pfft.
This is the result after I analyzed myself!
My life is way too comfortable as it is. I live in a nice home, has an easy job, good pay, even though it's boring. Trying to weigh all the pros and cons, it's obvious that I don't have the guts to leave this life. What if I don't succeed in this and that?? I have already a nice life, why bother??
So when someone is not pinched, she would not go the extra mile for something. When you're cornered, you have to use all kind of talents, even the ones you didn't think you had in you, just to survive this cruel world. And when you're not, all those talents would just go down the drain. Like mine.
I can do something about it. I can change my own life. But I probably won't. It's just too comfortable already. What if I don't succeed?? *snickers* Oh well, what a bloody spoiled girl. Just an event like World Cup couldn't possible change that fact.
Who's your favorite footballer?
Even though I don't support Spain, but mine would be their star players: Iker Casillas and Xabi Alonso. They're just hot hot hot and deserve to be on my b*ng list! Especially after watching Casillas kissed his reporter GF on national TV *melt* (watch below)
Anyone from the english, german or dutch team? Umm nope, not really. This is weird, I have always preferred aryan caucasian than latins..
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
World Cup is over boo hoo!
Saturday, May 22, 2010
I love making myself pweetttyyyy
But these are my morning routines after taking a shower:
1. Put on skincare (at the moment Ultra Rich from L'Occitane for my dry skin complex)
2. Put on eyecream and of course lipbalm
3. Put on sunblocks/BB cream to smoothen some pore problem
Monday, May 17, 2010
Wish I could turn back time
I was so ignorant and lazy, and passed some classes like Statistics 101, Finance 350, or OP Mgmt cheating, and I regret that so much, because I am sure that my brain was big enough for all these (I passed CALC with a smooth 4.0). But I was just really really uninterested at that time, so I didn't really study and passed the classes just OK. I don't remember learning anything much from college and that's probably entirely my fault....
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Sunday, May 2, 2010
Lame excuses!
I don't see any reason not to love my carefree mom, my warm and funny sisters, ok my dad is maybe at times a bit harder to handle, but whose dad isn't? And he's just 1 out of 5 of my family members.
When you marry someone, you don't just marry that person, you marry the whole family! Have to take them all, or nothing at all.
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Friday, April 9, 2010
Monday, April 5, 2010
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Random Kindness #3
Monday, March 29, 2010
o-hisashiburi
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Mad about Agatha
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Random Kindness #2
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Sunday, January 3, 2010
Random Kindness #1
,,If I drive home alone (noon midnight whenever), he always checks on me, whether I've arrived safely.. <3,,
Rather than only remembering his negative points (which I can point out most of them easily).. :-)
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